Secret Confession

I can't say enough how much I hope this cycle is it. There aren't adequate words. I wish and hope and pray that this works and it sticks and I never, ever have to give myself another shot or take another hormone pill or stress out about when would be the right time to POAS. I'm afraid to hope too hard because it hurts that much more when my period shows up. My insides are shaking because I'm so scared and so worried.