Waiting...
I'm officially (well, as official as Fertility Friend is anyway) 4 DPO. I bought a 2 pack of pregnancy tests last night, setting myself up to test a bit early this cycle. Generally speaking, I hate to POAS but I'm feeling something different this time around and I want to be prepared.
Had a brief talk with a semi-awake Todd this morning. If I'm not knocked up this time around I think I only want to try (with meds, IUI, etc) one more cycle. I don't know if I can bear the expense of IVF without having any kind of guarantee that it's going to work. The heartache of that BFN + knowing that we spent that much $$ (our insurance doesn't touch anything having to do with IVF) might send me over the edge. Obviously we'll reasses if/when the situation presents itself but that's my gut feeling.
But for now, we're waiting. Todd asks me what seems like every other hour how I'm feeling and if I feel pregnant yet. Dude cracks me up.
posted by Chris @ 6:49 AM
2 Comments:
I know exactly how you feel. The thought of spending all those thousands of dollars without getting what we want so desperately makes me physically ill.
Sending good thoughts, vibes, etc. your way that you don't have to worry about all that!
Sending you GOOD vibes on a positive test!!
I know what you mean about the expense. It's expensive on the heart too.
Ohm...sending you good vibes...ohm....
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