More Anxiety

It's getting worse and worse, as it always does at this point in my cycle. 9 DPO is just about when I start fah-reaking out pretty hard core.

A negative feeling has already set in, particularly in light of this morning's temperature. I took my temp at I don't know what time and it was pretty low. 9DPO is exactly when my temp began the dreaded decline last cycle so naturally I feel as if someone just rained on the very best parade, ever. There's a glimmer of hope because I seriously have no idea what time I took the temp. I *think* it may have been a good 2 hours early (which makes it a perfectly respectable temp once appropriately corrected) but I don't remember. A smart girl would simply discard it and move on with her day.

I'm working on it.